The Truth

This world is so fucked up
Life is just torture that never ends
Ever after sweet Death
Fate still has a way of finding you
While you're hiding in the spirit world
Dead or Alive, the pain is still the same
All you can do
Is hope that Fate forgets your existence
This is a trick not even the great Houdini can pull off
But fuck Humanity, Sanity and all the righteous shit
I don't care who I hurt or take down
I'm going to do what I have to do to survive
My battle scars, I show them off
It just proves that all you assholes need to fuck off!
I might not seem like much
But when Fate comes 'round to fight
I will beat her
So, World, say goodnight!

Winter Ball!!!

I am so happy because I get to go to the Winter Ball this year!!! Now, I don't really like the idea of going in a dress and wearing high heels for hours, but I will have fun. Especially if I can get a certain someone to be my escort...

well, at least this week wasn't a total disaster

This week, I met a really cool guy. For his sake, I won't say his name, but I will say that he is the hottest and coolest redneck I have ever met. My grandma doesn't agree with me liking him since he is 18, but I don't care. Besides, it's not like I have a chance with him anyway. Unless......

Man, this day is the shittiest!

Ok, I am seriously pissed off and these are the reasons why:
My mom couldnt afford to buy me a $398.00 laptop but she could spend $400 on groceries(ironic huh?)
I got a new, delicous drink today and spilled it in my lap 5 times
I nearly lost the gift I had just bought my mom
I woke up this morning, had a feeling everything was going to go wrong, and I didn't trust my instincts.

Life really sucks right now. I'm mad at almost anyone and it seems every time I try to do something good or nice, it blows up in my face and I always get pissed at myself. Maybe I should just stop trying and give up. I'll be single, bitchy, and laptop-less for the rest of my life

I'm happy and pissed off at the same time!

Dude, how come everytime I try to do something good, it always blows up in my face. I won't go into details, but I tried to go shopping with my mom today and she didn't have anything to help me shop with, becausse I really need the thing we were going to get. At least I get to go home and snuggle up to my baby Boo.

I'm pissed!!!

I'm sick and tired of every time I try to do a blog, I get the password wrong even though I change it back to the original everytime it messes up. I just want this stupid thing to cooperate for at least one post, one blog. Doubt it will though.

Darlings!

I'm so happy right now, but I don't really know the reason why. I think it's just because I'm finallly having some good things happen to me. Like talking to cool friends, (EmoSasuke), and trying new things (Pocky!!!) and some other stuff. But I just wanted to say that I am glad I'm happy for now

Hey guys!

Hey people! What's going on out there in the world? Nothing much here, besides adding vids to this so that way it can be better.